if only i could start all over again..

how do i learn to stand firm?
how do i stand up for myself huh?


blehh...



why do i have to go through this.
why must u do this to me ! *KILL MYSELF*


UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIRRR

u know what i hate?
TAKING PPL'S ORDERS AND OBEYING THEM.

done complaining.

once u read this, don't question me why.
hate answering.

i just need to release thank you.

Why does LIFE sound out of tune?

hello :)

and Christmas is over.

and here comes the NEW YEAR!

2010.
i hope its a good year.
though i can imagine how MUCH I GOTTA START STUDYING

dancing
no going church on Saturdays
most of my activities
PLAY
ENJOY
RELAXING


goshh... am so not ready for this :(


1 more week to school... :'(
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23rd december
managed to see muntheng. :)
meet up with jas and james in ou.
james left.

jasmine, muntheng and i went to BBQ plaza after that.
they were crazy :P


24th december - Christmas eve.


SHOGUN (:
chong paid half as our(jas and i) x'mas present :D
THANK YOU ! ;)





salmon salmon everywhere ! yuumm !


and after that we looked like a ball.

then jasmine overnight-ed my house that day.
stayed up till 5 it was crazy. xD


25th December - Christmas Day.

Went to church in the morning (:

The Choir performed and
Jameslee did a wonderful job !
*standing ovation*


met up with thooaipeng ! :D
walked back to my house.

opened our presents and headed to Tropicana city
chong went back home. :(


then met up with JoeyJong in tropicana city :D

Watched Alvin and the chipmunks 2.
Adorable like crazy.

then dinner time went over to Chong's house (:
joannaling was already there.

Thank you Chong again for the dinner !
my stomach was completely filled. xD


and yes home. thats the end of x'mas day :)
the saddest part of that day was not being able to see leehsuzen :'(
how am i ever gonna see her.. haih.



and the other days were just plain boring like today.
BORING.

i wanna watch
Avatar
princess and the frog
love happens


bring me lahh.. haih... :'(


chiaoz.

Xmas + rejoice with a lil pain on top.

Christmas is tmr :D

Merry Christmas ya'll! (:

and a Happy New Year !


well.. may 2010 be a better year compared to 2009...

I hope i get to see Aipeng, hsuzen and Joey on xmas day. :/

muntheng balik kampung. :'(



Things that bothers me...
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

I feel its so far...


are you holding on because of sympathy..?




chiaoz.

3 more days to xmas ! :D

What did Adam said on Christmas Eve?
Its Christmas, Eve !


Howdy ;)

And yesterday i went to sunway pyramid after working half day.

It was crazyyy...

i've been running like a mad woman just to catch the bus.
i've been waiting like a stupid girl for the bus.
i've been walking to all the destination just to reach the bus stop.


i HATE running to catch the bus !!!


going home time , i waited for the bus 1 hour plus.
after that i waited longer for another bus.
but there was NO bus except 1 that doesn't fetch right in front of my house. urghh..


so YES, i WALKED HOME again. -.-"

AT NIGHT !

i was really scared so i started praying and singing christian songs all the way..

but yes, remind me to NEVER do this again. goshh..
never walked at night ever again ! =X


SO, when u get ur xmas present,
even if ur present is not nice or u don't like it,
it contains michele's full effort to get it for u okay :D
and it comes from my heart.

EFFORT + HARDWORK + HEART.

as long as u know that....

(:


i think the amount of times i walked and stuff i can go for merentas desa adi.

and IF ANY OF U GUYS wanna know which bus to where,
ask me.. -.-"
cause i've been sitting bus LIKE CRAZY !


i'm not as lucky to get someone to fetch me here and there
and willing to pay whatever gifts i wanna buy for u guys..
so yes. all u need to know is that i love you so :)

and even if i had a choice to not walk and not get a present for u guys..but i want to.
i choose to do it. because that is how much u guys mean to me. :D


why?
Because you're a gift from God. (:
God gave me you (:



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2 more weeks and we're back to school ! *dies*

Badminton, OU, PWTC and stealing sweets. :P

hello :D


FLY : Chong ah, you didn't see 4 ELEPHANTS playing badminton yesterday man.
Jasmine and Michele : o.O OMG...
Chong: hahahahhahahahah

thankyouverymuch -.-"
i feel so "SMALL" suddenly.

and the 4 Elephants FLY was talking about are..

Jasmine, Muntheng, Joeyjong and I. xD


jasmine :D

playing with Jasmine :D
look at my retarded pose.



JoeyJong :D


Playing with Joey Jong.
that picture was OBVIOUSLY Joey trying to cheat.
then she ask me to pick up the ball. xDD
joking. can't really remember which part was this. hahahaa

muntheng was busy taking photos.

we couldn't stop laughing in the morning.
we started playing around like 9.30
Joey SO SEMANGAT. she woke up at 7 something.

then after playing went upstairs to my house and shower :D
it feels so good.
then we watched 2 movies.


the HOTTIE and the NOTTIE.
funny like crazy.
we were eating while watching.


then we watched the

BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA.
so cute ! xD

one movie after another.
we could just sit infront of the tv forever but nehh..
we headed to ou after that.
jas, joey and i.
muntheng went home. :( but her mom fetched us to ou when it was raining badly.
THANKS AUNTY. xD


met up with chong for awhile then he
had to go for this annual dinner thingy in One World Hotel.


then we walk walk walk. and HOME to jasmine house.
I slept over in jas house.
joey came along but her mom picked her up at 11 i think.
then yeah, crazy girl night again..

both of us watch death curse.
can u believe that i fell asleep during a ghost movie? =X

i was scared but i was so tired i couldn't resist... xD
dunno did jas realize or not but yea.
for a while la.
like 20 sec.
then i got up and continue watching. haha!
pretending i was awake all the time but i think jas realized.. =X
did you? xD



then next day.

P.W.T.C - Putra world trade centre. :)

Mom brought us (jas, chong and i) to PWTC.
for food fair -.-"

the only best part was fried oyster. xD

then after that we went to THE MALL.
PAU TAU place man.

instead of ANG MO u see PAU TAU. -.-"

pic from my hp. blur like crazy.

so then we walked walked. went to parkson

we found a whole bunch of soft toys that we THOUGHT it cost super cheap cause it was 50% off.

Michele : Eh, i want la. i'm gonna give this to ****** for xmas.
Chong : I was planning to give this to ****** for xmas !
Michele : I'm giving this to ****** you go die !
Chong : No, I'm giving this to ****** you go die !
Michele : You die first lah!
Mom : HEH! how can like that!
Jasmine : ROFLMAO!!!!!!
Michele : we're like that wan. joking around.
Mom : cannot like that wan !
jasmine : *laughing even more*


in the end we didn't get la of cuz. xD
cause it wasn't 50% off. HAHA!

we were damnnnn SAM PAT man.
gosh...


went back home around 8 something
chong on the tv and changed the channel to all the radio channels.
then we started making funny moves and faces according to the song.
stupidity strikes.

then we ate in MJ restaurant in jaya 33.
cause we couldn't find any PROPER restaurant to eat in section 14.

ate like crazy.
i ate tom yam. burn my backside, intestine and head man.
my intestine inside all burst adi.
i was red as though like i drank wine.

went to famous amos to get sweets.
we started mixing EVERY sweets. it was crazy.
we dropped the sweets on the floor but there was a cloth there.

paid the sweet and chao.
the next thing we know, chong picked up the sweets -.-"

so what do u called that action of his?
pity the sweets?
STOLE the sweets? xD
pity himself? -.-"

oh well ! then we went back home and enjoyed the sweets :D


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sunday - skipped church.
i feel like a total sinner... =X

forgive me lord. :/

woke up at around 10 something.
went to ou alone. :P
shopped for xmas.

walked like crazzzyy.. up down left right.
and i still haven't finished my list yet. xD

almost done.
today planning to go to SUNWAY.
working half day. :)



2 more weeks and back to SCHOOL LIFE AGAIN! T.T

4 more days to Xmas !
so soon...


They're finally back from CAMP!! (:
She's finally back from JAPAN !! (:

WHOOT!!

but..

she's going to PANGKOR :(


have fun :D



wahliao. this was certainly a long post.
don't have to read if its too boring. haha!

BYE (:

Our God is with Us :)

i wanna hear the laughs..
i wanna hear the jokes..
i wanna hear the voices..
and not this...

goshhh...
i miss all my besties out there :(

u guys are everywhere..
home, camp, japan and.. wherever !

and i HOPE CHRISTMAS is a day we all get to
meet up and stuff.. :( oh please..

last night, Jas and i were talking and worrying about
how all of us gonna break when we stepped into our college and stuff. :(
its a sad sad imagination... dun make it come true.. :'(

tmr, finally get to see Jasmine and some other ppl who

will be joining us :P

i'm getting rm150 today first !
whoot! i need money. SO BADLY.


can u believe that CHRISTMAS
is NEXT WEEK ?!

SO FAST ! *SCREAMS*


next week there's a new guy gonna work here and all.
gotta train him before i leave my job. :D
i hope he's hot. :P HAHAHAHAHA! =X


chiaoz ! (:

more photos. xD

tea ceremony.
thats mummy and fly.

my turn to get angpau :D

group photo of our family.
too bad so many of our cousins didn't turned up :(
most of my aunties and uncles came :)
supposed to have 24 aunties and uncles altogether but
there was only 18 :(

their wedding album so nice... (:

i like her gown. xD

they held it in..

SWISS HOTEL :D

5 star hotel weih. O.O

and.. i was a lil bored waiting for my sis to adjust her dress properly so
i decided to take some photos :D
i can guarantee u this photo is NOT edited. xD
what is there to edit when there's make up? LOL !



have a nice day (:
chiaoz