Tired of running on this race track.

This video is crazy!
But amazing wei. They throw human like throwing plastic board or something.
but super amazing. (Y) (Y)

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The feeling of...

when u wanted something so much and thought that that's what you needed and everything u've been looking for...
but suddenly u just feel like it doesn't fit you?

oh how much i hate this feeling.
cause this leads to giving up...


and it was definitely not your imperfections that made me felt this way.
it was just, something was definitely missing. this big SOMETHING.
too much similarity yet it does not feel right.

and i can be really dumb sometimes.

I KNOW about something

but i pretend like i completely never noticed about it. -.-"

i'm SO DUMB.

LITERALLY!


But yeah, i'm not supposed to be sad if i feel this way right?
but i am? very indeed. i felt like i've just lost this part of me?
even though i'm not supposed to feel this way... o.O

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and the feeling when you're the only one screwing up.
and you're so stressed about it but you don't know what to do but cry.
i should just stick to dancing only next time.

where did my passion went wei.
WHERE DID IT GO. URGH.
i don't know why i'm not working hard enough.

i'm supposed to be serving with all my heart.
but i'm losing myself?
i think the problem is within me. i'm just falling apart... literally.

i've got like no mood for anything right now cause i feel like i'm screwing up even more day BY day. 

and its not supposed to be like that cause December its supposed to be a good month right.

why does it feel so wrong then?.. :'/

i get pulled down so easily that its just making things worst.
and i'm blaming myself so much for this.

and i guess my biggest mistake is to even feel this way.
cause i'm supposed to believe that God's strength is far greater than anything i feel or am worrying about.
#guilt 

feel like plucking my eye balls off now.

(worst feeling ever)