I tend to react the opposite sometimes.. :/

Things i don't intend to do but i do it anyway.


1) I tend to show like i don't know you're there and i'm busy concentrating on whatever i'm doing.
When i actually know you're there and all i feel like doing is just probably giving you a hug?

2) I tend to pretend like i forget certain stuff about you.
when actually every single memories about u is in my head !

3) I tend to show like i'm not interested at all in whatever u're doing.
but actually i notice every single thing?

4) I can't say things what i wanna say when you're around.
but actual fact, i've tons of stuff i wanna talk to you about.

5) I tend to act all dumb not knowing whats going on.
but i actually do...

sigh.

and u know what, i think i've just let something slip away from my very own hands 4 months ago.
what was i really thinking...... seriously.

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Perhaps my prayers has been answered and its time to move on.


cause i can honestly finally admit, things are not the same anymore..